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    Bipolar disorder is considered one of the most severe and disabling mental disorders, as confirmed by the WHO in its ranking of the most disabling diseases. This article serves as a guide to describe the symptomatology of this still largely underdiagnosed condition.

    📋 TL;DR: In short

    • (Hypo)mania → ↓ sleep, ↑ energy, accelerated thoughts, impulsivity
    • Mania → loss of control, disorganization, possible psychosis
    • Depression → fatigue, loss of pleasure, guilt, dark thoughts
    • Mixed → high energy + despair (very unstable state)

    Bipolar disorder is characterized by an alternation of euphoric and depressive episodes, as described in the DSM-5.

    This guide presents the main symptoms to help recognize them quickly.

    List of symptoms of bipolar disorder

    Symptoms of the (hypo)manic episode

    To go further:

    • Hypomania — definition and symptoms
    • Mania — definition and symptoms
    Illustration of a character in front of a fast-moving city (tachypsychia, hypomania/mania)

    Reduced need for sleep

    • Hypomania:
      • Reduction of sleep by a few hours without fatigue.
      • Characterized by: Refusal to sleep OR Inability to sleep.
    • Mania:
      • Less than 3 hours of sleep.
      • The body signals a need for sleep that the brain forbids.
      • Sometimes, the body is tired but the brain is not.
      • Personal record → 5 days without sleeping → 1 hour of sleep → still feeling fine.

    Increased energy

    • Very energetic and multiplication of projects.
      • Experienced in August 2025 → 2 books written in 9 days + 1 blog.
    • Often mistaken as simply being extremely productive and creative.
    • Psychomotor agitation (mental and physical).
      • I ran at 2 a.m. for over an hour, without preparation, without feeling tired at the end.

    Impulsivity

    • Alcohol, risky sexual behavior, reckless spending, toxic substances, dangerous situations.
    • Mania:
      • Often a counterproductive multiplication of projects.
      • Grandiose, confused ideas, many projects started but rarely finished.
      • Projects often left unfinished:
        • First manic phase → several websites never completed.
        • Chaotic upon rereading.
      • Endangering oneself and others.

    Tachypsychia

    • Strong acceleration of thought.
    • Impression of sometimes thinking about several things at once without rest.
    • Example → it often happens that I think about several things in parallel while a piece of music plays in the background of my mind.
    • A sense of urgency to
      • start activities
      • or talk more than usual, even interrupting and monopolizing conversations.
    • To distinguish from autism:
      • A source of misdiagnosis between autism and bipolar disorder (comorbidities I discuss on the blog).
      • Autistic individuals → difficulties with social codes → may interrupt conversations or infodump without realizing it.
      • In (hypo)manic individuals → a symptom to be treated and uncontrollable (especially in mania).

    Logorrhea and graphorrhea

    • Logorrhea → Being more talkative than usual, preventing others from speaking.
      • Experience: I spoke non-stop for 20 minutes upon arriving at a friend’s place.
    • Graphorrhea → Being unable to stop writing (or painting, drawing, etc.). Example:
      • I wrote two books in nine days.
      • I drew continuously in the hospital for days.

    Flight of ideas

    • Jumping from one idea to another, often without connection.
    • A direct consequence of tachypsychia.
    • The person seems to jump from one topic to another.

    Distractibility

    • Everything attracts attention → a butterfly passing by, background noise, a reflection.
    • May lead to misdiagnoses of ADHD (even though both can coexist).

    Alteration and loss of insight

    • Insight = ability to assess one’s own mental state.
    • Hypomania → impaired but still partial.
    • Mania → often a complete loss of insight accompanied by impaired judgment.
      • With awareness of the illness → this symptom can lessen.

    Self-esteem and grandiosity

    • Inflated self-confidence and self-esteem, and grandiose ideas.
    • Hypomania vs Mania → intensity of the symptom.
    • Feeling invincible, or like a deity.
    • Mania → may develop into psychosis.

    Specific characteristics of mania

    • Hospitalization required → manic episode.
    • If psychotic features are present → manic episode.
    Psychosis
    • Complete loss of insight accompanied by delusions and/or hallucinations.
      • Most common delusions → grandiose, mission-based, mystical, and erotomanic delusions.
      • Hallucinations → often auditory (voices commenting, giving orders, sounds) & visual (shadows, lights).
    • I experience psychotic traits almost systematically.
      • I know I am manic
      • but have no ability to question my beliefs → loss of contact with reality.
    Disorganization
    • Hypomania → I reinforce my routines; more productivity, efficiency.
    • Mania → collapse of routines, hygiene, and dispersion in activities (e.g., I go somewhere then turn back, I take the bus without a goal).
    • Mania disorganizes → it is my personal chaos.
    Sensory alteration
    • Mania → senses are often affected:
      • Lights appear vivid, vibrant, saturated.
      • Everything seems more detailed, as if in 4K.
      • My world feels enhanced.
    • In autistic individuals, senses are already affected.
      • A person hypersensitive to visual stimuli may feel amazed by the world.
      • Seeking visual stimulation.

    Differences between hypomania and mania

    • Hypomania → often seen as productive, with overall functioning preserved and moderate intensity.
    • Mania → chaotic, extremely intense and highly disabling, inability to function.

    Symptoms of the depressive episode

    To go further: Bipolar depression — definition and symptoms.

    Illustration of a bedroom in the dark with a seated character (depression)

    Depressed mood

    • Depressed mood → sad or anxious.
    • At first → I have repeated crying spells.
    • As it intensifies → I feel like I no longer have the energy to cry.

    Anhedonia

    • Loss of interest OR pleasure.
    • In autistic individuals → possible loss of pleasure even in their special interests.
    • Concretely → I do nothing anymore, I just wait for the day to pass.
    • Not to be confused with autistic burnout (see here).

    Weight gain or loss

    • I have already lost 8 kg in one month from no longer eating.
    • Results from loss of motivation.

    Insomnia or hypersomnia

    • Often hypersomnia → I sleep 12 to 14 hours per night.
    • I stay in bed for the rest of the day.

    Psychomotor agitation or retardation

    • Agitation:
      • Moves constantly, difficulty staying still.
      • Thinks about too many things (≠ different from tachypsychia).
    • Retardation:
      • Thinks and processes more slowly.
      • Functions in slow motion.
    • Must be noticeable by others.
    • Psychomotor retardation is often seen in bipolar disorder.
    • For me → feeling slowed down, I walk more slowly, I respond more slowly.

    Fatigue

    • With lack of energy.
    • Severe fatigue → non-restorative sleep.
    • No longer has the energy even for simple tasks (for me → taking a shower, shaving).

    Feelings of worthlessness / excessive guilt

    • Devalues oneself, loses self-esteem and self-confidence.
    • Guilt:
      • Excessive, overwhelming, irrational.
      • Examples:
      • “I am a bad person.”
      • “I am a burden to others.”
      • “I am selfish.”
    • These are the kinds of thoughts that weigh on me when I am depressed.

    Decreased concentration OR indecisiveness

    • Difficulty making decisions, even simple ones.
    • Difficulty concentrating (≠ mania).

    Dark/suicidal thoughts

    • Dark thoughts:
      • “I should not have been born.”
      • “I wish everything would stop.”
    • Suicidal thoughts/planning/attempts.

    Symptoms of the mixed episode

    To go further: Mixed episode — definition and symptoms.

    Illustration tense on the left and dark on the right (mixed), character sitting with head in hands
    • (Hypo)manic episode with ≥ 3 depressive symptoms.
    • High energy + despair → most unstable state.
    • In my case:
      • I experience it as the most terrifying episode of bipolar disorder.
      • Suicidal thoughts overwhelm me from morning to night.
      • I have the energy to be afraid of these thoughts.
      • A real trauma.
    • Autistic individuals seem more prone to mixed episodes.

    Recognizing these states is already a way to regain some control.

    Hypomania may seem useful.
    Mania is always destructive.
    Both come at a cost.

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    By Florent

    Flo, developer and film enthusiast. Autistic and bipolar, I share my cycles, passions, and discoveries about neurodiversity here.

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